yr dum

im not clever, im not cute
im not a piece of shit
im not like you.

there is nothing i can say to express who i am
and there is nothing i can do to pretend i am the man i want to be
there is always someone in the way of the woman i want to see
and there is nowhere i can hide to run away from me
there is no sense in trying to explain what i mean
because in the end i will always be someone i never wanted to be
i guess me and myself is all i need.

i remember your cold tongue around my brain
the words you mumbled,
the fear of getting sick,
and the moment i knew you were sucking someone elses dick.